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7:50PM - Top 5 Albums of 2005

ok so this is a little late but if you are looking for some new music these are my top 5 albums of 2005:

Cloud Cult - Advice From The Happy Hippopotamus
CocoRosie - Noah's Ark
The Deadly Snakes - Porcella
Micah P. Hinson & The Gospel of Progress - s/t
The Mountain Goats - The Sunset Tree

with honorable mentions to:

Stereolab - Oscillons From The Anti-Sun (box set)
Gorillaz - Demon Days

what about yours?

(13 assassinations | would you kill for me?)

3:13PM - eric is back

i missed that little fucker

we had band practice today

i would tell you to come to our show but i'm sure you got that myspace message already

ahhh the boys are back in town

p.s. no drinking till saturday

p.p.s. i think i got loud and political last night for a minute... then i fell asleep

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3:32PM - obsolete

i have stopped sleeping in a bed
only couches

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2:16AM - call me

so yesterday i got a phone again
and i used it a lot
but today no one called

pretty sad huh

i think i'm going to cry about it for a while

(5 assassinations | would you kill for me?)

2:17PM - almost got in another fight last night

i hate it when my friends have to see my bad side
as erin and i are having a semi-serious conversation last night
some jackass decides to join our conversation with the kind of comments you might expect a douchebag to make
i glare at him... the comments do not cease
i tell him to "shut the fuck up"
now he's pissed
now in my opinion if you are at a party, going out of your way to be a cocksucker you should expect to be told to shut the fuck up, if you don't expect that well... then you are just and arrogant cocksucker
a few more words were exchanged and i lean in to my friend an say "i'm going inside now"


later the asshole was passed out, leaning against the house, half-dead because he coulden't handle his beer so that gave me some satisfaction

happy 2006

Current mood: tired

Current music: log

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3:49AM - ew

the rain dripping off my roof sounds like people swallowing very loudly

i hate it

i have nothing better to do besides update my livejournal and myspace within a 10 minute time span

can't sleep

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2:58PM - as expected

well last night was good
it ended weird
and it is up for debate whether or not someone wanted to fight me
so i walked home
drunken rambled to the girl who lives in the room next to me
i woke her up to do this
then drunken rambled to a girl on the interenet
which is never that great of an idea
so i am going to withdraw from life for a little while

berFUCKINGwer tonight
be there

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5:06PM - review

well i wen't home
fairly uneventfull
familly, food and a long snowy drive home
then we drank some whisky and kissed a lot
and hugged
took pictures and danced
christmas whisky is probably the only reason christmas shouldn't be cancelled
godzilla is bonding with me, it's cute but very hard to type
now amanda is sitting next to me
nude
smoking a cigarette
and putting on lotion

(would you kill for me?)

3:36PM - i have this problem

there is this red brick building with a green awning that i work in
when i am inside this building i feel like i can do no wrong
i feel like no girl is to pretty to talk to, like no guy is big enough to touch me
this can create problems
for instance: the fact that dating customers is a terrible idea thus being able to talk freely with even the most beautiful of girls will not help me find a date
the biggest problem is that, in the real world, i feel the exact opposite
i clam up in front of girls, and avoid confrontation as much as possible
i have become too comfortable and reliant on the fourth coast
my social life pretty much revolves around the place. and that must stop.
from now on
i will be spending as little time in that building as possible.
i will go in there for work, and come home, and little else.
though home contains the ever-present problem of being on the computer too much. i'll address that one later.

and i'm getting a phone goddamnit.
social lives need phones

(13 assassinations | would you kill for me?)

4:35AM - this is not worth your time

i know that you do not understand my actions
and that sometimes you may question my motives
but know this...
it was/is never my intention to fuck anyone over
so if you think that i
a. fucked you over
b. fucked your friend over
c. fucked your mom over
d. am currently fucking you over
e. will soon be fucking you over
these things may in some cases be true, but never intentional

i also want you to know that i never have anything to say. but.
if you start talking to me i will undoubtedly interrupt you with my own useless information/opinion on the topic, AND, i won't shut the fuck up until we both already forgot what we were even talking about.

in light of all this i am continually working harder because quitting is for sissies, running is for sissies, and crying is for sissies (the last one i may actually be incapablee of doing)

now i will update my myspace blog

Current mood: good

Current music: none

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2:02AM - it's official

depressing

Current mood: disappointed

Current music: good question

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3:24AM - bored

Smartass You are 71% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 71% Brutal, and 85% Arrogant.

You are the Smartass! You are rational, extroverted, brutal, and arrogant. You probably consider people who are emotional and gentle to be big pussies who are obviously in lesser stature than you. You have many flaws, despite your seeming intelligence and cool-headedness. For instance, you aren't very nice. In fact, you're probably an asshole. And you are conceited and self-centered. Not only that, but you are very loud and vocal about all this, seeing as how you are extroverted. There is no better way to describe you than as a "smartass", I'm afraid. Perhaps just "ass" would do, too. But that's a little less literary and descriptive. At any rate, your main personality defect is the fact that you are self-centered, mean, uncaring, and brutally logical. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive. 2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted. 3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle. 4. You are more ARROGANT than humble. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Emo Kid. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Capitalist Pig, the Braggart, and the Sociopath. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

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6:12PM - cough

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1:43AM - this took too long

What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
- um, i went to europe got my own radio show

Did someone close to you give birth?
-No

Did anyone close to you die?
-No

What countries did you visit?
-England

What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
-Sanity, (it's coming back... slowly)

What date(s) from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
-leave me alone

What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year?
- playing with the new pornographers

What was your biggest failure(s)?
- breaking up

Did you suffer illness or injury?
- i got sick a couple times, and mugged once

What was the best thing you bought?
- my van and this computer

Whose behavior merited celebration?
- tom from myspace

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- George Bush, and my own

Where did most of your money go?
- cigarettes and beer

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- going to england, playing with the new pornographers

What song(s) will always remind you of 2005?
- the animal collective "leaf song"

Compared to this time last year, are you happier but hardened?
- no

Thinner or fatter?
- Fatter

Richer or poorer?
- both

What do you wish you'd done more of?
- thinking

What do you wish you'd done less of?
- playing video games

How will you be spending Christmas?
- not sure yet

Did you fall in love in 2005?
- I already was

How many one-night stands?
- Zero

What was your favorite TV program?
- Desperate Housewives, until i stopped having TV

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- No

What was the best book you read?
- the watchmen, or jimmy corrigan

What was your greatest musical discovery?
- th mountiain goats, cocorosie, animal collective, the books, the crystal skulls... a lot more

What did you want and get?
- a van, a computer, a new bass amp

What did you want and not get?
- innumerous amounts of things, mainly sanity

Favorite film of this year?
- i think sin city

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- i wish i could remember

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
- not fucking up so much

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
- dirty

What kept you sane?
- haha, i wish i could answer this question

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- kim jon-il, for freaking out the "hegemon" so much

What political issue stirred you the most?
- didn't you know, apathy is the hip new trend, i don't get stirred

Who do you miss?
- Amy

Who was the best new person you met?
- bethany

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
- get your shit together, or you will lose it forever

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
- "when the world is sick, can't no one be well. but i dreamt we was all beautiful and strong" -the silver mt. zion memorial orchestra and tra la la band

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7:01PM - this is funny

Take the quiz: "What Type of Horse Would Suit You?"

Falabella
You would own... A falabella!

het, i was curious

Current mood: bored

Current music: tenchu

(4 assassinations | would you kill for me?)

11:57AM - fuck jack frost

i hate winter
i hate finals
i hate muggers

just wanted to get that out of the way.
i'm pretty messed up right now, not really sure what i should do with my life. i think i have come to a point where i have to make a decision, but what decision should i make? i think if i don't make one i could be causing myself great harm. gotta love winter.... and the depression and cabin fever that comes along with it.

fuck jack frost

i wonder if i am supposed to be recording tonight i don't know if anyone ever "firmmed" that
im hungry
going to smoke now

(7 assassinations | would you kill for me?)

5:52PM - babies

i got new friends this week.
meet hugo

and dwight

they are cute

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1:09AM - don't worry folks

april will be here soon

Current mood: cold

Current music: country

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9:36PM - ebay is my friend

i am the proud new owner of

well just the head not the cab...
exciting

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1:25AM - come over to my house

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